Realizations

While I have come a long way since last year, there are still some key points of my personality that are very dominant. I'm way too analytical for this! I just like to plan and know what's going to happen...I don't have fun. I like to be very deliberate in every decision I make. That's why I used to be so quiet-I didn't like to speak until I was absolutely certain that I knew what I wanted to say and exactly how to say it. I've definitely learned how to talk with a certain amount of reckless abandon, but there are still things that are hard for me. Like having fun. I'm learning! It's a little stressful for me, but I am learning.