I feel the static

Ah. Last night I did the Natalie Run. Outside, in the dark, by myself (I probably shouldn't have been running; I definitely feel the effects of that decision today). And this morning when I was driving home from school, Everytime We Touch started playing. That song is like instant memories. And wishes. I wish I was not as jaded as I am now. I wish I could be the way I was last year. I desperately need the change that May will bring.